friday

i look forward to the future.

it promises excitement.

saturday

politics are crazy things. people get so caught up in them. debate them day after day. hold up signs and protest every little thing. my personal stance is this: the government is corrupt. neither side gives a crap about JESUS. and because they are not seeking out GOD in their decisions, no party will ever have the perfect view. i, personally, tend to lean more conservative because i firmly believe in several  of their points. i think abortion is very wrong. i know that homosexuality [and, therefore, gay marriage] is a sin. i believe that you need to be wise and rational in spending. i strongly support our troops [not that democrats don't, but republicans are generally more in favor of a strong military] . however, i refuse to stand fully behind either side. instead, i will respect the people that GOD has allowed to govern this country and leave it at that.

friday

i do not enjoy mathematics. i just can’t focus on it. i think that my attention span is too short. i don’t like being bound to a single formula. i also do not like memorization. i like things such as writing or music that have a bajillion ways of getting to the ending result. things that require creativity instead of procedures. i love writing, photography, art, music, designing, reading, communicating, imagination, etc. i do not love math. but i am glad that math exists.

monday

getting up at 3:30am every day is not as fun as it sounds.

sunday

huh. this is the fourth year that i’ve been in a relationship on valentine’s day. ironically, i have never spent those valentine’s days with my significant other. maybe someday it will happen.

monday

“moats and boats and waterfalls, alleyways and pay phone calls. i’ve been everywhere with you. that’s true. we laugh until we think we’ll die. barefoot on a summer night. nothin’ new is sweeter than with you. and in the sticks we’re running free like it’s only you and me. geeze, you’re something to see. ahh, home. let me come home. home is wherever i’m with you. la la la la. take me home. i’m coming home.”

  [must give credit to edward sharpe and the magnetic zeros]

wednesday

i love it when i come across random realizations about myself. today’s epiphany was that i actually can be used by GOD wherever i am. sometimes i feel like i can only be used outside of where i am. but then i'm continually reminded that i have no idea what i’m talking about.

monday

my birthday is in three days. i’ve realized that, since turning eighteen, i’ve done nothing to take advantage of my significant age. i have no new piercings or tattoos. i didn’t buy or consume tobacco in any form. no lottery tickets or guns were purchased. i didn’t enlist in the military. i’m not married. i’ve not [and never will]  entered strip club or bought porn. and ya know what? i don’t regret not using my new freedoms.